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Irondad fic ideas #102
When Flash first overhears Peter talking about the "Stark Internship," he rolls his eyes and thinks, "Of course he'd go with that excuse at Midtown School of Science and Technology."
Whatever. Flash knows the truth. He's seen the car that Parker gets picked up in, seen the body guard / chauffeur and the absolutely insane amount of discrete safety tech he always has on. Flash is convinced that the whole orphan thing is just a cover story and Peter secretly has parents at least as rich and influential as Flash's own.
Maybe they're politicians or the mob or something, and that's why all the secrecy. Honestly, Flash is doing him a favor by bullying him all the time for being an unimportant orphan. It's the perfect cover. Maybe he'll even drop the ridiculous Stark Industries lie and come up with a more believable backstory soon.
Then, one day Flash and Peter end up in a kidnapping situation.
The kidnappers take Flash's watch, but they leave some of Peter's tech since it's better hidden. As soon as they're alone, Flash expects Peter to hit that panic button and get them the hell out of there.
Only... he doesn't? Did Peter learn nothing from K&R training? Flash reaches over and hits the secret panic button 3 times immediately, no hesitation. Peter is shocked. Flash is like, "Oh come on, I obviously know your secret."
He's kind of curious and excited now to see who Peter's secret parents are, once the cops get them out of there.
He is not at all prepared when Iron Man bursts through the door.
He's even less prepared when Tony Stark steps out of the suit and totally freaks out at Peter, hugging him and checking for injuries.
... maybe he's finally met Peter's secret parent after all.
#flash: honestly this makes the internship lie even WORSE wtf were you thinking?#no one believes you anyway but if they did they'd be so close to the truth. you moron. you absolute dumbass#irondad fic ideas#flash redemption sort of#flash: also if your panic buttons go to iron man WHY did you not hit them I M M E D I A T E L Y ???#peter: .....I didn't wanna bother him#flash: WE WERE BEING KIDNAPPED????#tony: I know this is your bully kid but I must say he has some valid points#iron dad#spider son#irondad#spiderson#iron dad and spider son#irondad and spiderson#flash thompson#peter parker#tony stark#fic ideas still postponed but you can send asks if you want i just won't see them for a while#see announcements
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phoenix wright's ambiguous art degree is like. i can paint. i'm a theatre kid. i know graphic design. i can breakdance. i can animate. i can replicate klimt. i can recite all of hamlet. i'm a whore.
#phoenix wright#as per anon's wishes<3 thank u for liking this tweet enough to want it on different platforms#fun fact: on the day i tweeted this i actually just woke up? n this was my first thought of that day#based on... um... the fact that i've transferred from one art degree to another#and also came from an arts and design shs track that expected me to excel in all fields of art#also though the potential of phoenix simply being listed as an 'art major' and how you'll only know which specific one if u Dig#which. most people won't even bother. but shu takumi said theatre which makes sense ! but there's#a lot of paths u can go down if u left it ambiguous#for example: he's a piano major. also he's terrible at piano. god bless#but also that one line in turnabout sisters when u examine the painting in fey and co. what a pretentious painting major#(me trying to identify art movements in the architecture and interiors of aa locations#phoenix is like the arts major version of hong du-sik#or barbie if u will#as twitter user dleg0armand0 has pointed out#.docx
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i saw a post floating around about leona being a women respecter and i think it's true, but also. he would respect fem!mc without bending over backwards to do things for her. he wouldn't suddenly wake up from a nap and decide to change his ways bc fem!mc told him to, that's not how that works sjfksdjf he'd still be the same old leona at the end of the day.
even if he grew up in a matriarchal society, i can see him not getting physically aggressive with a girl, but i can also see him cursing out a girl if he got disturbed from his nap— kinda like, you respect me, i respect you, but also don't mess with me and give me a reason to disrespect you (not to mention the word respect doesn't mean doing everything for you and immediately acting nice bc you fulfill a certain criteria. that's plain old servitude)
#/trau rambles#btw i'm not attacking op or anything !!#i just wanted to add my two cents#since leona's one of my faves#he won't be less of an asshole if you're bothering him sjfkdjf#also i hate that ppl say matriarchal society and then they forget#afterglow savanna women would fight on equal footing leona if he pissed them off#like...they're warriors. fighters. protectors.#did you guys....did you guys think that afterglow savanna followed heteronormative western gender norms ???#like c'moooonnn#something's not adding upppp#again just clairfying that i'm not attacking op !!#i just have things to say abt the whole gender shenanigans
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Conviction
"Once more, with feeling."
Neckties, theatre school, and does anyone ever really mean what they say?
Bonus scene of Shoot Your Shot!
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Dedicado a @idonthaveabmxbike as a thanks for her addition to Laloward nation, and also to that anon who suggested Lalo POV! This scene was already in my head, but without those two incentives, it probably would have stayed there 💙👔🎭
#better call saul#howard hamlin#lalo salamanca#laloward#my writing#surpriiiiiiiiiise#bonus scene <3#i knew idonthaveabmxbike was making her sister's cameo request laloward-themed & wanted to get this done in time for that!#only a couple days late lol#also shoutout to that lalo pov anon because i'd been daydreaming about a scene like this#but probably wouldn't have bothered to write it if you hadn't given me the idea to make it lalo pov which felt worth exploring <3#go easy on me lol that mf is TRICKY#SYS was like *cracks knuckles* sits down and writes 15k of howard pov without stopping#this is like *takes 2 weeks to write one scene of lalo pov line by line' lmao#anyways check the author notes but this is set between chapters 4 and 5!#so we're past 'gunplay as a metaphor for trust' but not quite at 'now i'm your lawyer'#either way they are so into each other it's embarrassing#anyways HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY <3#(full disclosure i most likely won't be adding anything else to SYS. feeling kind of 'novel-length sequel or bust' about it lol)#(but this idea just couldn't keep put i really hope you guys like it!)
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Welcome back to Fox's drawing skills.
#trying to comfort those inside#especially M.#but it's also just so weird to feel Fox so close again#and those old memories#i also made a drawing about a scary memory but I won't share that one#i actually *wanted* to draw... can you believe that?;#when Fox is not around none of us bother to#so it's been years since regular drawing#and i miss it sometimes but more in a vague sense#not like right now where I want to live and breathe drawing and painting
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i KNOW having an ipad won’t literally improve my art but like...............what if it does though.............................................
#i keep getting super guilty about wanting one bc like#i CAN do all the same stuff traditionally#and i have poor foundational skills so i SHOULD be doing that anyway. on paper.#but also like.#wouldnt it be good that i could trace? to learn? to carry it everywhere#have refs at the tips of my fingers#OR CLASSES#idk man#keep sweating about getting one and then not using it bc i A.) feel bad i have it in the first place and B) just straight up won't use it as#much as i thought i would#isn't art supposed to be fun?#so why should i bother if im not having fun tradtionally?#why does art give me so many woes man
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at this point im so mentally worn out that it genuinely feels like im about to have a minor breakdown in face of the smallest possible inconvenience
i've been so consistently feeling so miserable that i feel like my hair being pink is the only thing keeping me within any semblance of sanity
#2 days ago i almost cried bc i really wanted to make a paperdoll for my DIO zine but i hated everything i drew#i spent 3 hours almost finishing one just to realize i fucking hated it#so i decided to drop the entire thing because i physically and mentally just Couldn't Do It Anymore#i'm so exhausted at this point. this project has completely drained me. im so tired im so tired im so tired#i thought to myself like ok so the special edition zine won't have a paperdoll i still have other stuff#i thought the paperdoll was a really fun idea and i felt so fucking upsetting to let it go but y'know there's the other things#....... so today i got the prototype keychains.#which i needed to make promotional photos on monday#so that people who want to order the special edition zine would know exactly what they're buying#and of course: Vograce Printed The Keychains Wrong#the design was supposed to have some see-through layers which were even clearly included on the design proof THEY sent me#but the keychains just... don't have it. there are no see-through layers. they are just normal coloured layers.#so now i have keychain prototypes that don't look as they should and ok sure i CAN technically still do the photos with these#but the keychain won't look as it should and that bothers me#and i dont want to wait anymore bc i really want to open preorders next week#but i'll have to order prototypes AGAIN bc i still really need to see how the actual keychain would look when it's done right#i'm so tired i am so fucking tired i am so exhausted#i am just. fully expecting to see my printer on monday just to be told he hasn't even opened my email and hasn't printed anything#i was waiting all day for a guy to install better internet for me#i was told he will come today at 11:30#at 1PM i call my internet provider to ask them where the fuck he is#they tell me. 'oh did you not get a message that his visit was rescheduled to 21st?'#i did not. i received no such message. i've already been waiting A MONTH for this faster internet. and now i'll be waiting another 10 day#btw these keychains? i was also waiting all day for the postman to call me and let me know he's at my building#so that i could go get the package#bc our postmen decided that actually they don't want to deliver packages anymore YOU have to go out and get them#he did not call me. he had my number btw. he just didn't call me. he just left a note in my mailbox#meaning that i had to go to the post myself like 5 hours later because that's when packages return to the post office#there were like two more vents in the tags but tumblr nerfed me#bitching about all this in the tags made me feel a little better tbh
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To literally any custom Discord emoji blog(s), I would like a dog/dog person saying “Arf!” happily, please
#tag the relevant people who won't be bothered#I got scared to tag anyone or do a specific ask#literally I just want an Arf emote and I cannot find one#arf
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I think if you feel entitled enough to try to gatekeep fandom as some exclusive club owned by you and your friends who get to dictate who can and can’t enjoy a piece of media as well as what others can and can’t create, then you’re stupid, mentally 12 years old (or actually 12), and full of shit.
All the best and most creative fanwork exists when people were allowed to create freely and find people to share in that with. If you don’t like certain things, hit the block button and move on, but bullying, intimidation, and witch-hunting is absolutely pathetic and embarrassing.
Futurama fans I’ve never spoken to in my life, nor want to speak to, showing up to tell me I can’t enjoy a show or ship I loved for YEARS while doxxing me and spreading blatant lies about me started by actual provable abusers because I’m drawing two cartoon adults in an adult cartoon in the most vanilla way is unhinged. Like bitch, who are you? I don’t draw shit for any of you and you don’t own the internet or the enjoyment of a ship. Bully cliques make fandom a worse place for everyone. Including for your friends too scared to speak up or create what they want lest they mess up in someone’s eyes by liking things the wrong way and get similarly exiled.
I’ll continue to share my work (though infrequently) but I am strictly anti-harassment and only believe in callouts for people that have caused tangible harm (not discomfort) or have physical, identifiable victims. Otherwise, I want nothing to do with meaningless cruelty for the sake of moral superiority.
Anyone should feel welcome to participate and contribute their own ideas.
#talks#im not speaking on this further#and im not going to bother defending myself against the accusations bc ive defended myself a million and one times in the past and people#always ignore my mountains of receipts and evidence in favor of hearsay#so Ive just given up#but there is something vile in taking caps from my twitter removed from context that I was making tongue in cheek statements at people who#were harassing me for being sexually harassed by an ex boss because i apparently deserved it#and then using that to slander me#but hiding my twitter username so no one can go and get context if they want to#saying they dont want to cause harassment but then doxxing me in the same breadth#absolutely batshit behavior#im too old and tired for this#i won't say anything further on this topic#this is it#nothing i say will ever be good enough#And if you don't know what im talking about#don't worry about it
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Do you plan on getting Pokemon Scarlet/Violet?
yeah, I REALLY want to get Violet!
buuuuut tbh I won't have time to play it until mid-december -- I have a paper to write, a mini-version-of-a-thesis to write, and then a week of [completely unpaid because of course it is 😭] severe overtime -- we're talking I leave the house at 11:30am and get home at 9-10pm, and then one more week of 20 hours of [unpaid] work before I'm finally free on the 17th or so
also I need to get gene home before I can switch to a new game mentally and think about doing a (probably a much simpler) run closer to what I did for swsh, which means getting the whole postgame drawn before then and overall I'm very
#oceandi answers#anonymous#I'll do it one day I promise 😔#tag rambling#I know I gripe about it too much but seriously the fact that I'm working 20 hours a week (it's supposed to be 10 but I've been peer#pressured into doing twice that and unfortunately now I'm in too deep to stop 😐)#it bothers me a lot. especially when I get told that not working /30/ unpaid hours a week means that I'm not dedicated.#like I'm sorry but I have my whole life to work 40-50 hours a week. I'm holding on to what I can while I can#I know I don't have much of a life but dang it I like what I have 😭😭😭#anyways it's just like hey dude maybe if I was also making $5000/month I would not mind the week of overtime#or like even 1/4 of that which is the time that I'm supposed to be doing#well either way I'll get around to sv I just wish people would tag things until like. new year's bc a lot of people won't#get it until their respective commercialized holiday#I don't want to see the story ahead of time 😔
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when 'our song' said "i've now realized what my love is about / it's something small that i just can't live without"
and after ep11 we were all like "so that was a lie"
...only to find out a week later that it was the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
well played, bad buddy
#thinking back to all those posts about ''wtf just happened?'' and ''what's all this mixed messaging?''#and how much it bothered me that this upbeat music was playing when they went home#but that line is so true!! bc it's something small. it's not their whole life. it's one aspect of it#so they couldn't run away and give up everything else for it (it's especially true for pran - who was the one who wrote the song)#but at the same time they won't sacrifice their love either. hence ''i just can't live without''#bad buddy#i really want to finally have some time and energy and learn those fitted english lyrics!!#heck if my brother's guitar didn't have a string missing i might try to learn to play it too (for context i can't really play the guitar)
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Doodles of a fem Tuvok.....Her.
#cannot decide if she's trans or not#I really like the thought of trans Tuvok in either direction but specifically for mtf trans Tuvok - the thought that she discovers that#while actually ON Voyager...or shortly before Voyager and thus has to figure it out on the ship#and she's (Vulcan) worried her family won't accept it when she gets back home to them but they immediately embrace her#the makeup is not canon but I always draw Tuvok with more makeup than he usually has#and I will never stop...bc Vulcans love a killer eye look#also Tuvok 100% knows all of T'Pel's measurements. That's a canon fact - just does v_v power of love#I like drawing Tuvok with long hair but realistically she'd think it's too much to bother with while working#and also it loses some of that patented Tuvok Dome-Head Look(tm) which is so loveable#fem Neelix is your aunt that gives you a smooch and leaves a lipstick mark on your cheek#she calls Tuvok Ms.Vulcan until Tuvok clears her throat one day and points out that she IS married...#and Neelix thinks its very cute that she cares about that sort of thing...~!!#also picturing Janeway having a crisis if she wasn't attracted to Tuvok until she came out as trans and then was like 'hmm...pretty...'#fem Neelix also 1000% does 'just us gals here!' intimacy with Tuvok w/o thinking anything of it until Tuvok explains that Vulcans don't#casually do those things amongst friends and she's sort of embarrassed and Neelix is like...HM. ...<- Lesbian awakening moment#(seeing girl flustered)#also I'm not changing any of their names. I'd make the whole ship lesbians and their names would be the same. Maybe T'Vok? but that's it#lesbian Tom Paris when? <- @ me...ugh...but I do not want to draw toom paaris...he's so b oring to look at...#anyway...like I said...it's fucking OVER for me#st voy#st voy art#Tuvok art#st voyager#st voyager art#star trek#star trek art#trans Tuvok#fem Tuvok#Tuvok
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i hate spending money i hate how it makes me feel even if there’s no rational reason for it i hate the guilt and the burden and the anxiety and the fear and the pressure and t
#i've been planning to buy an ipad for ltierally years now to upgrade my drawing setup from idk 2014#i did it today but fuck i hate how it makes me feel to buy things that cost a lot of money y#i have to make decisions and be responsible for them and i never make good decisions my track record on that is absolutely terrible#i always make the wrong ones and i feel guilty always no matter what i do#so it's so much easier to just? not do anything and stay stagnant but then again i can't possibly want that in the long run#bc not accomplishing or doing anything only mkaes me wanna die more#this is even if it's not my money or probably even more if it's someone elses bc this is my parents' gift to me but sfsvdfvjds i want to cry#they bought me one few christmases ago but i returned it bc it was just too much and ic ouldn't deal with it#why is it so difficult for me i cannot receive things#i'm buying all the accessories etc but like that's difficult for me as well#bc even if now i can comfortable afford this thing what if i can't in the future what if i need that money in the future#i've tried thinking this as a combined christmas birthday etc gift from my parents and my own gift for myself for getting my bachelors#but. yeah#i know how this sounds like if someone said this to me itd be reasonable to be like stfu youre getting an ipad what are you crying about#i know this is incredibly privileged whining about nothing but this aversion to gifts and spenidng money is just something that#bothers me about myself bc it's an example of whats wrong with me#i cannot imagine being a person who loves receiving and giving physical gifts how do you live with the implications of those#gifts are nice!!! but they're also a Lot for me#anyway waiting for the say i won't be on the edge for literally no reason <3333#shit talking
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#apparently this is where i vent about this now bc i can't bear to call a friend and verbalize everything xx#ok . matching a man's anger i can do#but having to sit there quietly and calmly trying to explain how and why violence is Bad™️ and why women are inherently fucking terrified#of male anger and violence#without so much as showing an OUNCE of emotion because you know that the second you appear emotional or hurt by it you lost the fight#because the man will just stop fucking listening to you and taking you seriously#having to do all that for 45 minutes while he tries to ARGUE LOGICALLY WITH ME that#if i actually fear him ever going further than that with his violence then i don't know him at all and it's actually all my fault#therefore HE is the one insulted and needing an apology .#having to sit there. and explain Violence = Terrifying to a man who thinks i should apologize to HIM for fearing it in the first place .#and the fact that i went in JUST asking for an apology and all i got was#''i can't change i hope you know that and you aren't asking that of me.''#..and the ONLY way this conversation could even move forward is if i agreed with him on this. which i had to do <3#it's the 'not even gonna bother trying' for me ... while women will readjust their entire fucking lives around your anger.#willdelete#i literally don't know where to go from here i despise that i even have the patience for these conversations#>knowing< they will never amount to anything bc if they don't want to see themselves in the wrong they just won't!!!!!#no matter how articulate and calm and logical you are
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ooc. it's me fighting the world's shittiest sinus infection followed by the longest work hours the next week.... but i'm here. >:) and ready to cause some trouble. like this post if i may Release him into your inbox for some fun little shenanigans
#( i missed writing here sm but i truly was dead..... BUT NOT ANYMORE )#( if no one interacts w this post i am just gonna bother some of my mutuals anyways......... YOU DONT GET A CHOICE YOURE STUCK W ME )#&&; KICK ME UNDER THE TABLE ALL YOU WANT I WON'T SHUT UP. ( ooc )
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finally this week w that horrible shift that i had to cover at work is over and i can play disco elysium again!!!
#not fandom related#personal log stardate#i have the same shift next week lol. slept like shit all week#and the fact that i haven't taken part in those online classes that i'm enrolled in even tho these classes are why i decided to work 6 hrs#instead of 8 so i will be qualified to do that master's course i've been wanting to do is fucking killing me#like i literally asked my boss if i can swtich from 8 hrs to 6 and luckily she agreed so now i'm earning less money while#having to pay to get a certificate for the classes and i can't even be bothered to actually take part in them lol#i mean. like. i rly want to. but i'm paralyzed w fear. what if it doean't work out what if it won't be good enough for the master's degree#so i'm procrastinating#have been for weeks#this is the reason why Ive gradsually been feeling worse and worse and worse and i'm heading towards a breakdowb#just gotta get a grip and do a few study sessions. just short ones. a few minutes a day. starting w baby steps and wormking my way up#but the fear of failure the fear of failure the fear of failure!!!!!#btw every week someone at work will ask me how my classes are going and ill say fine theyre going rly well when in fact#i havent done shit for weeks :)
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